hay.... am in my depressed mode agen.... why? let's see... umm last thursday, we had our C++ lab exercise. for the whole 3-hour class, our prof gave us a SIMPLE program to work on. and since I was agen, unfortunately, odd-manned out (due to the breaking down of my supposed PC) and was transferred to the other room. I was with 4 more other classmates, freshies i might add, and all I did for the next 3 hours was to stare at my yet broken PC for the second time (I didn't bother asking to transfer to another unit since nahiya narin ako sa prof at sa klase na nagkaklase dun sa room na yun. and i know na wala rin naman akong magagawa eh...) and scribbled random stuff at the pad paper in front of me. my classmates all had their heads glued on their program so i didn't bother asking them either. kanya kanyang gawa kami at hindi sana toh mangyayari kung ndi ako nalipat since mga friends ko eh nasa dapat na room namin... in the end, i just typed something for the sake of doing something at para may mapasa ako kahit papanu kahit na alam kong sure itlog makukuha ku dun. nonsense rin ung code na ginawa ko eh. ndi nagwowork. illogical pa kamo. after that, I've been in a gloomy mood for the rest of the day. heto nanaman ako, thinking i was not really meant for this course, that i would not last til my senior year in comsci, that i don't have anything logical in my poor poor brain, that kahit anong pilit kong aral eh kpag ndi ka tlga magaling maganalyze ng things ay wala ka ring kahihinatnan. Nasasakal na ako sa lahat ng mga kelangang gawin; nasusuka na ako sa mga ginagawa kong hindi ko naman tlga gusto... gugustuhin ko sana ang comsci kung tlgang may natira pang kahit konting logic sa utak ko, kung natural lng sa akin na magsolve araw araw ng mathematical problems... kaso hinde eh. at naipit na ako sa ginagawa ko...dapat tlaga hindi na ako lumipat. dapat tlga nsa pampanga parin ako ngayon, nageenjoy sa pag-aaral ng BMG... kso huli na ang pagsisisi... hindi ko na mabalik ang nakaraan khit na pilit na gusto ko...
hinde ko na alam tlga ano gusto kong mangyari sa buhay ko.... gusto ko lng ng simpleng buhay... simple lang ang hinihingi ko.... kso lng, sa tingin ko kulang pa ang pagdurusa ko para mabiyayaan nito..... wala namang madali sa buhay estudyante... wala namang madali sa mundo... boring ang buhay kung walang mga problema.... ang hinde ko lng maintindihan ay kung bakit nilagay ako ngayon dito sa posisyon ko ngayon.... pinakuha ako ng isang kurso na sa buong buhay ko eh hinde ko pinangarap na pasukan... narinig ku lng ung isang comsci prof na nagsabi sa isa niyang estudyante kahapon, "...pagnagcomsci ka eh parang nagBS Math ka narin. foundation ng comsci ang BS math noh..." BS Math!!! BS sa akin yang subject na yan! pero ndi ku na lalong lalaitin pa yang subj at baka makarma pa ako nyan ng di oras...
sbi ko lng sa sarili ko... bibigyan ko sarili ko ng last chance para kapain kung bagay ba tlga comsci sa akin etong 2nd sem... pero kung hinde ko na tlga kaya, it's going to be OrgComm or BehSci for me....
ay good luck nalang sa akin............
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by Michael Buble
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
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