hay.... am in my depressed mode agen.... why? let's see... umm last thursday, we had our C++ lab exercise. for the whole 3-hour class, our prof gave us a SIMPLE program to work on. and since I was agen, unfortunately, odd-manned out (due to the breaking down of my supposed PC) and was transferred to the other room. I was with 4 more other classmates, freshies i might add, and all I did for the next 3 hours was to stare at my yet broken PC for the second time (I didn't bother asking to transfer to another unit since nahiya narin ako sa prof at sa klase na nagkaklase dun sa room na yun. and i know na wala rin naman akong magagawa eh...) and scribbled random stuff at the pad paper in front of me. my classmates all had their heads glued on their program so i didn't bother asking them either. kanya kanyang gawa kami at hindi sana toh mangyayari kung ndi ako nalipat since mga friends ko eh nasa dapat na room namin... in the end, i just typed something for the sake of doing something at para may mapasa ako kahit papanu kahit na alam kong sure itlog makukuha ku dun. nonsense rin ung code na ginawa ko eh. ndi nagwowork. illogical pa kamo. after that, I've been in a gloomy mood for the rest of the day. heto nanaman ako, thinking i was not really meant for this course, that i would not last til my senior year in comsci, that i don't have anything logical in my poor poor brain, that kahit anong pilit kong aral eh kpag ndi ka tlga magaling maganalyze ng things ay wala ka ring kahihinatnan. Nasasakal na ako sa lahat ng mga kelangang gawin; nasusuka na ako sa mga ginagawa kong hindi ko naman tlga gusto... gugustuhin ko sana ang comsci kung tlgang may natira pang kahit konting logic sa utak ko, kung natural lng sa akin na magsolve araw araw ng mathematical problems... kaso hinde eh. at naipit na ako sa ginagawa ko...dapat tlaga hindi na ako lumipat. dapat tlga nsa pampanga parin ako ngayon, nageenjoy sa pag-aaral ng BMG... kso huli na ang pagsisisi... hindi ko na mabalik ang nakaraan khit na pilit na gusto ko...
hinde ko na alam tlga ano gusto kong mangyari sa buhay ko.... gusto ko lng ng simpleng buhay... simple lang ang hinihingi ko.... kso lng, sa tingin ko kulang pa ang pagdurusa ko para mabiyayaan nito..... wala namang madali sa buhay estudyante... wala namang madali sa mundo... boring ang buhay kung walang mga problema.... ang hinde ko lng maintindihan ay kung bakit nilagay ako ngayon dito sa posisyon ko ngayon.... pinakuha ako ng isang kurso na sa buong buhay ko eh hinde ko pinangarap na pasukan... narinig ku lng ung isang comsci prof na nagsabi sa isa niyang estudyante kahapon, "...pagnagcomsci ka eh parang nagBS Math ka narin. foundation ng comsci ang BS math noh..." BS Math!!! BS sa akin yang subject na yan! pero ndi ku na lalong lalaitin pa yang subj at baka makarma pa ako nyan ng di oras...
sbi ko lng sa sarili ko... bibigyan ko sarili ko ng last chance para kapain kung bagay ba tlga comsci sa akin etong 2nd sem... pero kung hinde ko na tlga kaya, it's going to be OrgComm or BehSci for me....
ay good luck nalang sa akin............
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Everything
by Michael Buble
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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Katherine Go. Sakura Fujimiya. 05-24-87. Gemini. BS Computer Science. University of the Philippines Manila. Saint Jude Catholic School 05. Seeker. Keeper. Authoritative. Friendly. Cheerful. Wild. Crazy. Organized. Passionate. Restless. Original. Warm. Observant. Caring. Helpful. Kind. Loving. Dependable. Enthusiastic. Imaginative. Idealistic. Realistic. Paranoid.
T W E N T Y - O N E
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 21 years old, aren't i?
ONE I was born in the Year of the Rabbit. TWO I like being organized. THREE I hate messy, dirty places. FOUR I love movies. FIVE I hate scary stuff. SIX I do online window shopping. SEVEN I love cooking. EIGHT I hate roaches and creepy crawly insects. NINE I know how to listen/ speak Fookien and Mandarin Chinese. TEN I love soft rock, r&b and emo songs. ELEVEN I hate novelty songs. TWELVE I love fashionable stuff. THIRTEEN I hate being the center of attention. FOURTEEN I love traveling to places. FIFTEEN I hate really long distance traveling. SIXTEEN I love family and friends reunions. SEVENTEEN I hate fights and misunderstandings. EIGHTEEN I love planning my work. NINETEEN I hate being stressed out and being depressed. TWENTY I love being in love. TWENTY-ONE I hate being in love.
T O D O L I S T
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T A G B O A R D
Nasasakal na ako....
7:29 PM - Friday, November 24, 2006
I LUURVE JAKE!!!
10:11 PM - Monday, November 20, 2006
That's Jake Gyllenhaal for you! hehehe OMG.... i just love him! First time I saw him on film was way back in 'Day after tomorrow' and gosh! I kept on exclaiming to dad that he looks so much like John Mayer, who is also my idol and has the looks too! Then his career just keep blooming. Hanggang nagkaroon ng 'Brokeback Mountain'. This is the only reason why I had this post. Yesh, one year later ku lang siya napanuod (saw it yesterday on DVD) and it was soooooooooo good! um, excuse lang ha pero hindi lang ung mga 'ahem' scenes ang maganda, lahat lahat talaga maganda. It's no wonder why it got so many nominations for the Oscars and Golden Globe. Kahit na hindi sila ganun nanalo ng marami, the best pa rin ang Brokeback! hehehe and Jake! Jake had to play the more feminine role?! WTF?! haha di na bale. Bagay naman sa kanya eh. Basta super duper crush ko na siya. Dati pa naman eh. Nag-uumapaw lang siya ngayon after watching the controversial film. I LUURVE YOU, JAKE!!! wahaha
Btw, also saw 'The Departed' on DVD yesterday starring Matt Damon and Leo di Caprio and as Ozzy said, it was a good film. Yep, also a good one. Nice to know that my 100 bucks was well spent on 2 beautiful films on video.^^
School you may ask? Hmmm I'd rather go on daydreaming about Jake than talk about it. Hindi pa naman hell, pero magulo pa talaga ung schedule ko. Baka kasi madissolve ung isang class ko, eh wala na ibang slot sa schedule ko so madedelay na ako sa math series... damn....
heto nlng sched ko for the week for the rest of the sem:
>>>Monday<<<
CMSC55-----9:00-10:00
CMSC21-----1:30-2:30
NatSci4------2:30-4:00
>>>Tuesday<<<
Math74-------8:30-9:30
PE------------11:00-1:00
Physics51-----2:30-4:00
Physics51.1---4:00-7:00
>>>Wednesday<<
NSTP---------8:00-12:00
>>>Thursday<<<
CMSC55-------9:00-10:00
CMSC21 lab---10:00-1:00
CMSC21 lec----1:30-2:30
NatSci4--------2:30-4:00
>>>Friday<<<
Math74 lec-----8:30-9:30
Math74 lab-----10:00-1:00
Physics51-------2:30-4:00
>>>Saturday<<<
CMSC55--------7:30-9:30
cge hanggang dito nlng pow!~
I LUURVE JAKE!!!!
Btw, also saw 'The Departed' on DVD yesterday starring Matt Damon and Leo di Caprio and as Ozzy said, it was a good film. Yep, also a good one. Nice to know that my 100 bucks was well spent on 2 beautiful films on video.^^
School you may ask? Hmmm I'd rather go on daydreaming about Jake than talk about it. Hindi pa naman hell, pero magulo pa talaga ung schedule ko. Baka kasi madissolve ung isang class ko, eh wala na ibang slot sa schedule ko so madedelay na ako sa math series... damn....
heto nlng sched ko for the week for the rest of the sem:
>>>Monday<<<
CMSC55-----9:00-10:00
CMSC21-----1:30-2:30
NatSci4------2:30-4:00
>>>Tuesday<<<
Math74-------8:30-9:30
PE------------11:00-1:00
Physics51-----2:30-4:00
Physics51.1---4:00-7:00
>>>Wednesday<<
NSTP---------8:00-12:00
>>>Thursday<<<
CMSC55-------9:00-10:00
CMSC21 lab---10:00-1:00
CMSC21 lec----1:30-2:30
NatSci4--------2:30-4:00
>>>Friday<<<
Math74 lec-----8:30-9:30
Math74 lab-----10:00-1:00
Physics51-------2:30-4:00
>>>Saturday<<<
CMSC55--------7:30-9:30
cge hanggang dito nlng pow!~
I LUURVE JAKE!!!!
Freaking awesome!
9:10 AM - Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Yeah! I've finally finished Kingdom Hearts2 last night! What with all the headache and blurry eyes I've got out of it, it's all worth it! and i must say, the game's FREAKING AWESOME!!! except for the final boss though... grabe... after 4 different forms and he's still alive... gawd... hindi ako tinigilan... and of course, ako naman, after 3-4 game overs per form, buti nlng i got through it. hahahaha even took me 3 hours just to finish the final stage of the game. hahahahahaha basta sobrang ganda ng game promise! enjoy na enjoy!
next stop! sobbbrraaaaaang happy tlga ako sa grades ku... didnt expect to pull it through tlga. heto breakdown:
Chem14--------2.50
Chem14.1------2.25
Math101-------2.75
Math73--------2.75
CMSC11--------2.50
CMSC10--------1.00!!!!! ^____^
COMM3---------2.00
HUM2----------1.50
PE------------1.75
hayun lng. til here! oh sana matuloy ung eat out sa sat! ive been dreading second sem too much already! see ya guys!
next stop! sobbbrraaaaaang happy tlga ako sa grades ku... didnt expect to pull it through tlga. heto breakdown:
Chem14--------2.50
Chem14.1------2.25
Math101-------2.75
Math73--------2.75
CMSC11--------2.50
CMSC10--------1.00!!!!! ^____^
COMM3---------2.00
HUM2----------1.50
PE------------1.75
hayun lng. til here! oh sana matuloy ung eat out sa sat! ive been dreading second sem too much already! see ya guys!
Whew!
6:50 PM - Thursday, November 02, 2006
Grabe na tong break ku! hehehehe it's fun and i feel so good right now. Why? well kc narelease na lahat ng grades ku sa site ng UPM just now and saw that i've passed every subject! WHEW tlga! grabe.... to imagine that the whole first sem eh iniiyakan ku lahat lhat un! gosh.... well if ever bumagsak ako eh ndi ku rin naman alam kung nu pwd gawin eh.... sabit ako sobra sa dalawang math subj ku ngayon: Calculus and Stats parehas grade: 2.75... pwd na... couldn't ask for more... highest ku cguro eh ung CMSC10 in which i got UNO hahahaha grabe... sobrang dali lng naman kc un eh.. intro to internet... sino ba sa mga kabataan ngayon ang ndi marunong mag-net? (well aside from unfortunate kids out there...) graaaavvveeee..... hyperventilating... breathe in.. breathe out... WHEW!!
next stop, etong week na to, couldn't get enough of MOA (Mall of Asia) tlga! as in nung sunday kc family reunion, celebrated my unc's bday sa may roxas blvd. after nun, nagyaya mga boys (uncs and couz ku na mga lalakwe) na magpaintball so hayun. boyz will be boyz... (except for my ever dearest couz dionne of course... well kung sa bagay.. boy naman siya eh hehehehe^^) kami naman my grandparents, aunts and my little couz all went to MOA na to walk around, fresh air... nagtambay lng most of the time sa fav hang out place ni ama and angkong: dun sa Seattle's Coffee, overlooking kc sa Manila Bay and andun ung hangin so the adults are all there taking a break and chika chika... hangang sa pag-uwi andun parin kami.... after nun, mom and i decided to stay for a while since i convinced her that since its her first time to be at MOA, we should go check it out some more. umuwi na lahat ng relatives ku and mom and i roamed around a bit. sarap naman magwindow shop eh... hehehehe after buying some groceries (oh btw, guys! got 2 free ice skating tix! baka gusto nyu hahaha) we went home na, tired but am so happy seeing my relatives agen. u know naman how i love family get togethers and stuff like that hihihihi
tpus kahapon, nov1, since tradition na sa amin na ndi tlga pumupunta sa sementeryo ng undas mismo kc dami tao, my family and I just got bummed most of the morning, trying to decide kung san kami pwd lumakwatsa. (yesh, even mom got bored at home) after listening and watching Rod Stewart the whole morn on DVD, thank God ama called and asked if we like to go with them to MOA, since it's the place to be at a time like that. we jumped up and down of course. pero as usual, andun parin kami tambay sa Seattle's hanggang sa kinonvince ku nanaman si mami na magwindow shop since nandyan narin kami. agen window shopping was fun! and dami ku ring nakita mga Judenites! saw Christian and his family and Angeli and her mom (both swim mates dati), saw Nicole with her family, i think i saw Benny my batchmate too though am not that sure since am not up in meeting old classmates agen... oh! and mom and i even saw HENRY SY doing his shopping, checking around his gigantic mall with those plain clothes bodyguards and security guards. i was the one who noticed him first in his wheelchair and at first i thought his only his look-alike so i exclaimed to mom, saying and pointing (yesh i pointed to his direction which is very rude indeed) "uy! si henry sy!" and i giggled since i thought it's not really him. bigla nlng sbi ni mami "HOY! OONGA! si henry sy yan!" grabe! i was so embarassed that i had to drag mom out of sight becoz she continue to stare after him as his convoy went from shop to shop. sunod pa ng sunod si mami. sbi ku nga eh wag na. as if namimigay siya ng pera nu. look naman, he looked so ill na in his wheelchair.. so we went on with our shopping expedition... drooling at cool clothes, bags, shoes, etc.... after nun, we head back to Seattle's na and since the adults (my grandparents and dad and aunts and uncs) didn't plan on moving an inch pa, i went with Di and her mom and JahJah to powerstation and wasted 200 bucks on the VIP card and games. grabe ubos agad pera ku sa time crisis lang hay nako.... den for dinner, eto kakatawa tlga, my grandparents seem to crave for fastfood as our big family barged in the Jollibee glass door... hehehehe i was so hungry back then so i ordered for the supermeal... kwento kwento ulit and before going home, my bros and i bought K-Zone at Filbars and they bought NBA 2K7 at Gameline. am so tired on the way home tlga. bagsak sa kama pagkauwi. but it was fun! grabe wanna go back there agen! seems like nakakasawa na pero wen ur with family, i guess it doesn't wear me out anymore! ^___^
next week enrollment na... am not so excited in starting the 2nd sem... feel ku na heto nanaman.... comsci... iiyakan ku nanaman eto... huhuhuhu pero as for now, i dont wanna worry about it that much. it will only affect my positive mood sa sembreak... ive been going to YMCA for a swim lately, trying out my new swimsuit and it was fun! lumabas na lahat ng kalawang sa katawan ku and i hope i can continue to build my shape! hihihihi oh and btw, ive lost 5 pounds over the 1st sem! grabe 110 ako dati 105 nlng me ngyon... sobrang stress kc skul eh... ive experienced not eating for the whole day twice as far as i can remember... oh well.... hehehee
tom, mom and i plan on going to pamps and spend the weekend there... hope everything will work out...
til here then!
until the next post!~
next stop, etong week na to, couldn't get enough of MOA (Mall of Asia) tlga! as in nung sunday kc family reunion, celebrated my unc's bday sa may roxas blvd. after nun, nagyaya mga boys (uncs and couz ku na mga lalakwe) na magpaintball so hayun. boyz will be boyz... (except for my ever dearest couz dionne of course... well kung sa bagay.. boy naman siya eh hehehehe^^) kami naman my grandparents, aunts and my little couz all went to MOA na to walk around, fresh air... nagtambay lng most of the time sa fav hang out place ni ama and angkong: dun sa Seattle's Coffee, overlooking kc sa Manila Bay and andun ung hangin so the adults are all there taking a break and chika chika... hangang sa pag-uwi andun parin kami.... after nun, mom and i decided to stay for a while since i convinced her that since its her first time to be at MOA, we should go check it out some more. umuwi na lahat ng relatives ku and mom and i roamed around a bit. sarap naman magwindow shop eh... hehehehe after buying some groceries (oh btw, guys! got 2 free ice skating tix! baka gusto nyu hahaha) we went home na, tired but am so happy seeing my relatives agen. u know naman how i love family get togethers and stuff like that hihihihi
tpus kahapon, nov1, since tradition na sa amin na ndi tlga pumupunta sa sementeryo ng undas mismo kc dami tao, my family and I just got bummed most of the morning, trying to decide kung san kami pwd lumakwatsa. (yesh, even mom got bored at home) after listening and watching Rod Stewart the whole morn on DVD, thank God ama called and asked if we like to go with them to MOA, since it's the place to be at a time like that. we jumped up and down of course. pero as usual, andun parin kami tambay sa Seattle's hanggang sa kinonvince ku nanaman si mami na magwindow shop since nandyan narin kami. agen window shopping was fun! and dami ku ring nakita mga Judenites! saw Christian and his family and Angeli and her mom (both swim mates dati), saw Nicole with her family, i think i saw Benny my batchmate too though am not that sure since am not up in meeting old classmates agen... oh! and mom and i even saw HENRY SY doing his shopping, checking around his gigantic mall with those plain clothes bodyguards and security guards. i was the one who noticed him first in his wheelchair and at first i thought his only his look-alike so i exclaimed to mom, saying and pointing (yesh i pointed to his direction which is very rude indeed) "uy! si henry sy!" and i giggled since i thought it's not really him. bigla nlng sbi ni mami "HOY! OONGA! si henry sy yan!" grabe! i was so embarassed that i had to drag mom out of sight becoz she continue to stare after him as his convoy went from shop to shop. sunod pa ng sunod si mami. sbi ku nga eh wag na. as if namimigay siya ng pera nu. look naman, he looked so ill na in his wheelchair.. so we went on with our shopping expedition... drooling at cool clothes, bags, shoes, etc.... after nun, we head back to Seattle's na and since the adults (my grandparents and dad and aunts and uncs) didn't plan on moving an inch pa, i went with Di and her mom and JahJah to powerstation and wasted 200 bucks on the VIP card and games. grabe ubos agad pera ku sa time crisis lang hay nako.... den for dinner, eto kakatawa tlga, my grandparents seem to crave for fastfood as our big family barged in the Jollibee glass door... hehehehe i was so hungry back then so i ordered for the supermeal... kwento kwento ulit and before going home, my bros and i bought K-Zone at Filbars and they bought NBA 2K7 at Gameline. am so tired on the way home tlga. bagsak sa kama pagkauwi. but it was fun! grabe wanna go back there agen! seems like nakakasawa na pero wen ur with family, i guess it doesn't wear me out anymore! ^___^
next week enrollment na... am not so excited in starting the 2nd sem... feel ku na heto nanaman.... comsci... iiyakan ku nanaman eto... huhuhuhu pero as for now, i dont wanna worry about it that much. it will only affect my positive mood sa sembreak... ive been going to YMCA for a swim lately, trying out my new swimsuit and it was fun! lumabas na lahat ng kalawang sa katawan ku and i hope i can continue to build my shape! hihihihi oh and btw, ive lost 5 pounds over the 1st sem! grabe 110 ako dati 105 nlng me ngyon... sobrang stress kc skul eh... ive experienced not eating for the whole day twice as far as i can remember... oh well.... hehehee
tom, mom and i plan on going to pamps and spend the weekend there... hope everything will work out...
til here then!
until the next post!~
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