ok.. a lot of things had happened lately... and am so depressed i can't bring myself to make kwento... am being torn apart... and i totally suck in decision making.... how on earth would i know how to choose what's right for me??? ive been so used to having somebody decide for me all the time. at first, when i was younger, i usually rebel against it since it's my life. i thought i can take care of myself. but then recently (my senior years of high school and college) ive let other people, especially my parents, to dictate what's right for me. well, giving in to what they want had given me all the benefit of trust. and i tell you, all kinds of benefits, including independence, which i long to have very much. but lately, they suddenly left me all alone, saying it's gonna be mine to decide na what i want to do with my life. which was weird at first. frustrating now. hindi ako pumasa sa kahit anong course na inapplyan ku sa UPD. i thought the devil himself had been playing tricks with me. God seems to be getting crueler and crueler to me, punishing me for all the misdeeds that i've done for not giving me a chance to study there. He gave me a ray of hope though and that is passing me in UP mla but the problem is, the course there is not right for me. my future would be uncertain when i take it up. computer science had been out of the blue. many people can justify my hesitance and that includes my beloved couz, di-on. ive never been good with computers. God bless my computer teacher's soul in highschool for going through with students like me; always wanting to take the easy way out because of the difficulty in debugging the program codes in computer.and now my mom's letting me reconsider it since it's closer to home. and im so confused for the past few weeks that i really haven't decided yet. i guess am into last minute again. i so envy some of my friends in upepp who are transferring to UPD this coming sem. and i have to go back there, defeated. sigh. God help me on this....
i couldn't go on much longer...
i couldn't think straight...
my head's throbbing now...
just thinking of it makes me want to puke....
i suck....
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Everything
by Michael Buble
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
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RANDOM FACTS
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ONE I was born in the Year of the Rabbit. TWO I like being organized. THREE I hate messy, dirty places. FOUR I love movies. FIVE I hate scary stuff. SIX I do online window shopping. SEVEN I love cooking. EIGHT I hate roaches and creepy crawly insects. NINE I know how to listen/ speak Fookien and Mandarin Chinese. TEN I love soft rock, r&b and emo songs. ELEVEN I hate novelty songs. TWELVE I love fashionable stuff. THIRTEEN I hate being the center of attention. FOURTEEN I love traveling to places. FIFTEEN I hate really long distance traveling. SIXTEEN I love family and friends reunions. SEVENTEEN I hate fights and misunderstandings. EIGHTEEN I love planning my work. NINETEEN I hate being stressed out and being depressed. TWENTY I love being in love. TWENTY-ONE I hate being in love.
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